Mar 31, 2011

happy bufday to me..

Baru je satu jam ak smbut bufday ak yg ke-16..xtau la pe jd esk...hope xde la bnde buruk yg jd..n ak xnk sedeh-sedyh lagi..hope taun ke-16 nie sume nye berjln ngn elok..:D xnk la gdoh gadoh lagi..
n sape tak puas ati uu leh jumpe face to face ok.. :D

wish me luck for 16 Y/O

Diari Depresiku-Last child

Malam ini hujan turun lagi
Bersama kenangan yang ungkit luka di hati
Luka yang harusnya dapat terobati
Yng ku harap tiada pernah terjadi
Ku ingat saat Ayah pergi, dan kami mulai kelaparan
Hal yang biasa buat aku, hidup di jalanan
Disaat ku belum mengerti, arti sebuah perceraian
Yang hancurkan semua hal indah, yang dulu pernah aku miliki
Wajar bila saat ini, ku iri pada kalian
Yang hidup bahagia berkat suasana indah dalam rumah
Hal yang selalu aku bandingkan dengan hidupku yang kelam
Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus bertahan
Mungkin sejenak dapat aku lupakan
Dengan minuman keras yang saat ini ku genggam
Atau menggoreskan kaca di lenganku
Apapun kan ku lakukan, ku ingin lupakan
Namun bila ku mulai sadar, dari sisa mabuk semalam
Perihnya luka ini semakin dalam ku rasakan
Disaat ku telah mengerti, betapa indah dicintai
Hal yang tak pernah ku dapatkan, sejak aku hidup di jalanan
Wajar bila saat ini, ku iri pada kalian
Yang hidup bahagia berkat suasana indah dalam rumah
Hal yang selalu aku bandingkan dengan hidupku yang kelam
Tiada harga diri agar hidupku terus bertahan

Mar 30, 2011

bufday girl


Yang laki ni kwn baiek ak..nme die jimi..yg pompuan seblh die uu pluq awk die..nme die najwa..
bufady ak nan najwa dekat2 jer..sebalh sbelah jer..haha die nye bufday 31~03~1996..Ak lak  01~04~1995..
seblh2 blan kn..!!! :D..tp taun je 

Mar 20, 2011

forgive u

ak da maaf kan ko da..
klu ko ulang blik ape ko wat..
ak x teragak-agk nk buang ko cmtu..
ak igt an ko da lme kwn ngn ak jer..
psni ko beckup die blik..
no more chance..
I'll hate u till die

Mar 5, 2011

hold it againt me

Hey over there
Please forgive me
If I'm coming on too strong
Hate to stare
But you're winning
And they're playing my favorite song

So come here
'Little closer
Wanna whisper in your ear
Make it clear
Little question
Wanna know just how you feel

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Hey you might think
That I'm crazy
But you know I'm just your type
I might be 'little hazy
But you just cannot deny

There's a spark inbetween us
When we're dancing on the floor
I want more
Wanna see it
So I'm asking you tonight

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow


If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

[Spoken]
If I said I want your body
Would you hold It against me?

(Yeah) (Uh huh) (Oh)

Gimme something good
Don't wanna wait I want It now (na-na-now)
Pop It like a hood
And show me how you work It out

(Alright)

If I said my heart was beating loud

If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

If I said my heart was beating loud
If we could escape the crowd somehow
If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me

Cause you feel like paradise
And I need a vacation tonight
So if I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me